when she dances she goes & goes.

it's not time yet. Friday, November 20, 2009 6:18 PM

hey earthlings!

how's your holiday going?

mine was awesome!

i just came back from Thailand :)

wow, i went water rafting and abbs sailing :DD

great experience.

mom went shopping with me and bro,

i got so many new outfits!!

thanks to my mom :D

will upload pictures tommorow.

i'm over all those stupid lies,

i'm over all those times,

i can now move on,

but i wont be able to trust anyone anymore.

i'll stick to being by myself,

i cant use this phrase:

"somebody tells u they love you, u gotta believe"

i think,

its not time yet,

not time for me to be someone eles's girl,

not time for me to be loved,

just time for me to clear my mind.

now, i know i dont love you no more (:

Jer's awesome BBQ party! Sunday, November 15, 2009 7:12 PM

The BIRTHDAY GIRL! :DD

Me,Ci and Gayness Bro :P

Chriz,Ci and Gayness Bro. :D

Im IN THE MIDDLE! :D

Girls (:

Yi Qing,Chriz and ME.

Deb,Ci,Qysha and ME :)

Girlfriends (:

The gang (: haha.

Me and Ci Ci (:

okay, people who went: Chriztay,Hui Ci,Livia,Athalia,Vun Han,Yi Qing,Debroah,Qysha,Cydney,Dhaniah :)

tah tah

stay tuned.

Empty. 6:23 PM

Eloo children (:

haha, err had a pretty tired week.

went to watch 2012 on thursday (12/11/o9).

ZOMG! it's so nice! love the effects, and pretty touching.

it's 2 hours 45 min by the way (:

went to Jerica's barbeque party,

woah i love the lamb meat! :P

awesome party, Cydney was late though -.-

i'm lazy to post up those photos (:

go facebook if your curious.

Recently added a new Gor Gor in my pet bro list (:

*claps hands*

Nicholas (:

i name him Nic, not bad looking guy, same age.

quite caring,my talking partner (:

went jogging yesterday and look at my leng zai Alex,

play basketball with my bro (:

he's hitting on me, i think ._.

but he is HOT!

feel like hugging him (:

anyway, most of you guys might think im crazy,

cause someone just broken up with me then start liking

other guys.

well im sorry but once i get heart aches, i usually find

someone to replenish that ache of mine.

its a normal thing to do.

and moreover, i liked Alex since the starting of this year (:

i've waited for ex boyfr to come back,

but i guess im just some girl he used to know,

not that somebody he wants to hold.

i guess im almost there to forgetting about him.

thanks a bunch,

to all those present to cheer me up (:

love u all.

xoxo.

tah tah

stay tuned.

*i wont be updating for awhile due to going overseas, dont miss me (:*

Cant, i Cant.. Wednesday, November 11, 2009 12:31 AM

i still cant seem to let go,

even though how much people

said that he was a jerk or an idiot,

i still love him.

it made my heart fall apart,

my soul left my body or something.

till now i teared because of this matter..

i am tired..

i want to just ignore everything that comes to me..

people started to tell me..

that he still has feeling towards me,

but then why the break up?

why did u want to hurt me so badly?

you were the one who told me that im fragile..

you said that you would always be there to catch me

when i fall..

you said your affection towards me doesnt need to be forced,

because when we're far apart you would still love me..

you also said:"your panda misses you." to me..

when i started saying things that hurt both ways,

and you were outstation,

you still called to say your sorry..

but what now?

your hurting the one that you care so much about?

oh so all of these were all some drama to make me like you?

well guess what, you made it come true,

i am hurt, i am lost and i cried..

tah tah

stay tuned

ERIKAAAAAAA :) Tuesday, November 10, 2009 7:55 PM

Today's post is all on my Best Friend,

ERIKA (:

I dont know what to blog about but,

here goes nothing :P

Erika's Full name is Chen Shuk Yue.

a half Malaysian, half Japanese girl.

same age as me and we met since

Standard 1.

She's my twin sister (:

we get to jinx a lot when she was in Malaysia,

now she's overseas, Melbourne.

She's really scared of bugs,

she loves to laugh a lot,

she shares her onigiri with me *yum*,

she loves my drawings :/,

plays the piano and violin,

has a way of making friends very quickly.

She's an awesome friend,

BEST FRIEND :)

if anyone hurts her,

i'll kill them and stab them in the heart!

but, yeah, i love her :DD

tah tah

stay tuned

introducing girl in dress. :) Monday, November 9, 2009 6:06 PM

Me sudah mature-kan? haha.
i used to despise wearing dresses cause
i'll look too girly, but look at me now,
a grown up GIRL :) *claps hands*
I've been getting advice from lots of guys
and my pals about all these relationship matters lately.
Special thanks to those who cared:

-Erika, thanks for standing up for me my sayang :)
-Chriztay, aww i love you too laopo, thanks for being there for me.
-Briana, TWIN! yeah, screw them guys :P
-Nicholas, haha talking partner surely made my day :) thanks.
-Hau Run, SIS! thanks for calling me 2 days straight :)
-Chen, thanks man! :)
-Jia Pei, i'll think more of you when u call me kay? haha, but thanks. :)
-Alex, thanks for helping me figure out this mess. :)
-Yi Jia, saya sudah ok, thanks :)
-Felicia, hey Twin, im okay, thanks. :)
-Ryan, Dont worry bout me, there are plenty more out there ryte? :P

to those i forgot to list down, Im sorry but Thank You :)

going out with the girls this coming Thursday and sleepover at Jerica's house
on Friday :D
Hectic week :P but i LOVE it!
cause i have been stuck at home BORED and ROTTING with
my handphone and messages :O
I found out a fact about me,
i love talking to people that i see a lot of me in them :)
example: Erika, Felicia,Chriztay,Nicholas :D
Nic is like one of the first guys i see a lot of me in :O
so cute <3
wahh wahh, i didnt say im in love, dont get the wrong idea.
He's my awesome talking partner.
im in a state where my status is single so,
i'll totally go look for some guys im interested in *winks*
hahah i know Fifi and Yi Qing or even maybe Cydney
will wanna join in for a MAN HUNT (my Chriz wifeee named it).
I'll stop my crappyness right here.

ENJOY!

tah tah
stay tuned

no more tears. Sunday, November 8, 2009 6:02 PM